Sometimes life takes you in strange and unexpected directions. On August 27, 2011 I had great plans for my business--quilts I wanted to make, shows I wanted to apply for, a studio to clean, marketing I wanted to improve. On August 28, 2011--well, my loyal readers know what happened--and the short story for the others is that my studio floated down the river as a result of Hurricane Irene. No need to go over that again.
Instead I picked myself up with the help of so many wonderful friends, neighbors and strangers, found a new studio and worked non-stop to replace the quilts and fabric that I lost. After all, what else was there to do? But still I feel like I have gotten off-track. There are all the things I was going to do before Irene. There are still things that I have to do because of Irene. There are decisions that I have to make as a result of Irene. And there are the new quilts that I have designed in my mind--maybe because of Irene or maybe just because that is the direction my art wants to move anyway.
Now I am not one to hold a pity party for myself--well, at least not too often and too publicly. And I certainly know that I am not the only artist dealing with the obstacles that life throws in our paths. For a while I was too tired, too dazed to really do anything but make quilts. After all, the first thing I had my DH install in my new studio was my design board. However, I do feel that finally I have the energy to tackle at least some of these questions so I have decided to begin a series of short blog posts as I try to move forward step by step not at all sure where I will end up or how I will do it.
I hope that not only will this blog help me move forward and get back on track so to speak but that my readers will come along for the journey. I know it has been only through the help and kind thoughts of so many that I have gotten this far. Now I could use the help and suggestions of you along the way also. I do hope you will come along for the ride.
I can imagine what you must be going through, Ann. A hurricane can completely change your world. I lived in Miami when hurricane Andrew came through and had many friends who lost everything.
ReplyDeleteIt's a long road and I wish you well as you re-create your life and art.
Thanks Lisa--it is a long road and I need to keep reminding myself of that. I tend to prefer instant gratification--don't we all?
DeleteAnn..so sorry for your loss...I hope you feel the urge to make a come back stronger, more knowledgeable and determined than before...
ReplyDeleteMy daughter lost her home to the Chilean earthquake a few months ago. I just returned from visiting them in Southern Chile -- amariakindofday.com -- I can see the resilience, I can 'feel' the resilience in her and her family. Yes, they lost much, a house my daughter adored, now she has moved on, to a new one, not like the first, which she handpicked...but better...different...and I feel that is where you are...in the 'better and different' stage, of course, at great financial stress. I also visited my cousin, whose home was also destroyed in a previous earthquake leaving NOTHING to be salvage, except a couple of pictures and their lives. You are an inspiration to many, in spite of Irene....gather strength from the experience and guide the rest of us....
Maria
Oh Maria--Your daughter's loss sounds so unbelievably hard. I feel so much for her and are so glad that both she and your cousin have you in their lives. Prayers go out to you and yours.
DeleteI've only just recently started following your blog and I had no idea what last year served you up. I'd be devastated if I lost my studio (not that I really have one) and my work. I hope you find your way again.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much Ms Lottie. I will find my way--that I know--although I am not always sure what it is. I guess that is part of the adventure of life.
DeleteYou are not off-track at all. The track has shifted in time and space, as they are wont to do...you are still here, and in the process of your work, a new track will manifest.
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